not fair

NC magically lost 6 pounds in like 1 week.

i should have been born a boy.
i missed my free massage this morning.
my life has returned to ultimate lows.

on the bright side. i am returning to the motherland this summer with..the mother. havent been back in almost 10 years!

must mentally prepare myself for being obese according to korea standards. japan last year was bad, but at least it was winter. i hope i won't have to see any relatives, you know the distant ones who you aren't sure how you're related to them, and every time you see them they ask, without fail, "why so chubby?"

back to my sucky life. .